Third Set: I want this and that.

Third set would all be about what I want to have. This list would not be a short one, I am warning you. In fact, it might even have a continuation. :) So before I die, I want to purchase all of these. (Donations!)

21. A complete set of Pastel/Rainbow/Neon-colored Nail Polishes.
...because I love to paint my nails.

22. A Ferrari Sport car.
...because it is a luxury for me. If I get to buy one then probably I can die already...not really.

23. A franchise of McDonald’s.
...because I eat everything in McDo except the crew.

24. A Mansion.
...because everyone wants to have one. Who doesn’t want to have one too?

25. A gigantic alarm clock
...because most of my friends would agree that I am more often than not late.

26. A collection of Havaianas.
...because they are a bunch of cute and comfortable slippers.

27. A condominium.
...because sometimes having a house is too complicated. Also, it is ideal for me to have since I live far.

28. A collection of cute tops.
...because I love to tog up sometimes.

29. A collection of skinny jeans.
...because I feel comfortable wearing skinny jeans. I can pair it with any top.

30. A supply of dark chocolates.
...because I am a dark chocolate aficionado. Almost all of my close friends know about this.

31. A bank account containing gazillion dollars.
...because I am insatiable. I want to have gazillions of money so i could buy everything I want.

32. A farm.
...because I love to eat vegetables and of course meat too. So if I have a farm then it would be easier to harvest veggies and just eat them instantly.

33. A supply of Hello Panda.
...because it is my favourite snack of all times.

34. A personal assistant.
...because I am forgetful. I need someone to remind me I have to do this and that and help me just in case I cannot do it anymore.

35. A private airplane.
...because I want to travel the world. This would be very out of reach though unless someone would give me one.

36. A plane ticket to Europe.
...because just in case I do not get #35 then this would be the other way to travel the my favourite continent.

37. An iPhone.
...because I love its features.

38. A supply of Mountain Dew.
...because it is my favourite soft drink.

39. A set of perfumes: Echo for Women by Davidoff, Light Blue from Dolce & Gabbana, Clinique Happy, and many more.
...because I want to smell good always.

40. A collection of MAC makeup.
...because I am frustrated in applying makeup. For a beginner, I want to have a MAC since most of the people would all agree that this is a very good brand. *winks.

Second set: Dream Jobs.

The first set is about my European dream. The second set would be about my dream jobs when I was still a kid. Please do no laugh at it because as I was still innocent at that time if you know what I mean. Some of the dream jobs here just came out of the blue recently.

11. Be a gasoline girl for a day.
...because I wanted to be one when I was a kid is because I love the smell of gasoline. I do not care whether I will work for Shell, Petron, or Caltex as long as I will be hired.

12. Be a cashier woman in a convenient store.
...because I enjoy watching cashier ladies do their tasks and see myself doing the same thing like getting the items that they have purchased and all that jazz.

13. Be a tollgate cashier lady.
...because I just want to sit all day sometimes and meet different kinds of people every day.

14. Be a tourist guide in the Philippines.
...because I have not travelled the whole country yet so if I become one, I would get to know more of this wonderful country we are living in and brag about its wonders.

15. Be a barista in Starbucks.
...because I love the smell of coffee and Starbucks is the place to be.

16. Be a wedding planner.
...because I feel very sentimental when I attend to church weddings. I want to make weddings as perfect as possible. Someday, I want to be the one to arrange my dream wedding too and make it happen.

17. Be an Accounting professor.
...because I want to experience how it feels like to be an Accounting professor and why there are some who are inconsiderate.

18. Be a fashion designer.
...because I love to mix and match colors and clothes even though it is not that evident.

19. Be a painter.
...because I love art.

20. Be a successful businesswoman.
...because I see myself in the corporate world.

Chère maman...

This is a letter that would bring back the memories we had. I know that a lot of things have changed already. I am already a grownup and not the baby girl you used to cuddle. Even though things have changed, the memories we had before will never be over and done. It will always linger in my heart as long as I live. Before anything else Ma, let me now stroll down memory lane...

I can still remember those times when you arrive home late and the first person you will look for is me. My siblings used to label me the “spoiled brat” of our family because you always give me what I want and even if I was the bad girl, you always go to my side. I can still recall those times when you carry, hug, kiss, and pamper me. Of course, who would forget the big smile on your face when I graduated from Nursery? You were so proud back then because I received an award. Indeed, I was your favourite girl back then but I have a feeling I have become, at one point in time, your worst daughter. Are you still proud of me?

Time overlooked and I have matured. The Doyt-Doyt who used to hug and kiss you turned into someone who is less expressive and sweet. I lost your trust when I went out, told a lie, and went home very late. Not only that, my grades unsatisfied you and Papa. I know that I have disappointed you for numerous times already and I am really very sorry.

Sorry is not enough for all the things I have done that have hurt you... but Ma, I love you. I hope these three words are enough to let you know that even if time has passed; the little Doyt-Doyt is still her Mama’s favourite daughter. I may have grown a little taller and I may have learned to do bad deeds, but always remember that my heart never changed. You will always be inside of it and never be replaced.

Thanks Mama for taking care of me. You are one of the reasons why I have a strong faith with God.

I love you forever,
Doyt.